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[Apr. 17th, 2006|01:44 am] |
third GITS movie!!!!! ~solid state society~
haven't been to the mellow mushroom in a long time. dinner and a movie was nice. having good conversation is far and few. but why do the idiots still appear. like a ninja from the shadows, they just pop up. i just have to endure for a little bit more.
what to do about summer term. normal classes and online, or just online.
it's funny how many of my old regulars come to see me, and what new regulars i'm starting to get. having families come and specifically request you to serve them is quite flattering. and having them follow you from one restaurant to another, how interesting. food of course is the main thing, but them remembering your name, remembering past conversations........are they really that invested? glad i have a good memory.
more and more i'm infuriated with Bush and the government. i wish he would be impeached, i wish something would happen to him to force him out of office. but the capitalist, daddy, and oil buddies won't allow it. using the guise of a Christian................why do people vote for people like this.................why do people think america is a Democracy..........why are unimportant things so important, and the important things just, non-existant. i hope in my life-time, i'll get to see a change for the better for the well being of this planet.
just in case of life
thank you |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|01:50 pm] |
i did this cause i saw it on justins. i thought the quiz would have more questions, it was too short
Androgynous
You scored 90 masculinity and 60 femininity! |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 97% on masculinity |
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You scored higher than 47% on femininity |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|01:21 am] |
i'm fascinated by your love
california is coming ever so close. had a nice long talk with my sister. so i think it's going to happen this year. i have to set everything up, and get things straightened out. time to get my ass out of this town finally. i just feel too lonely here. i've done my time. no more.
may i have this dance |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
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happy holidays everyone, hope everyone is spending their time with the people they love and are happy with. see some of you around |
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| stand.alone |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|11:42 pm] |
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i've
always
been right here
waiting for you
to come
have i ever become
an existence needed by anyone
i hope there is a world, where all the unfortunates, the ones who never had a chance( the children who are aborted,the ones beaten and scorned by their very family, killed before they could live their lives, mentally/physically disabled, the ones who felt completely alone believing nobody loved them) can be together, can find comfort with each other, can live happy. |
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| farewell |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|02:36 pm] |
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what an interesting life
well, i think i'm going to finally leave this rotting town, and move to california. i've told a few people, and i haven't said anything to some. this is going to be so different, i wonder how things are going to be. i'll be leaving this town i've lived in for almost more than 17 yrs. but i'm so tired of the people here. i've put up with it for much too long. i'm not meeting anyone new, because, damnit, everyone knows each other here, and they're nothing but pricks. my time is taken up by work and school. hopefully when i move there i can get a good bartending job. and i won't have to slave like a waiter. i'm tired of sitting in this room all by myself.
i spent 54 bucks on some books, book on german, russian, arabic, a kid story in japanese, a culture book on korea, and some jd salinger books, which funny as it is, there was a paper book mark in nine stories for the chapter the laughing man, the reason why i'm getting the book. i wish i knew who had had it previously.
elsewhere |
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| ~i'm trying~ |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|01:32 pm] |
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~oh, you know
you know what to say~
met bun mal hae ya deh
sa rang han da go
"If you think stopping gays from getting married is more important than global warming....."
Wow, ignorant assholes. It's really disappointing listening to some people. Maybe i'm biased, because i took care of kids like that. Even though that person was ignorant to what that kid was.......what a fucking asshole.
-Even if you knew before hand that your child would be like that, would you be ok with abortion?- lb
getting better
~you seem really lonely~is it because you don't have anyone to trust~
ore ga....
stand.alone
.....i do |
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|03:09 am] |
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always making changes. gotta move past this. it's been 2 months. time to do it all over again, start with nothing.
i feel fall coming. i hope it's nice and cool for a long time. i need it.
it started with a dedication, lost in admiration
strange attraction |
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| after so much time |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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well, i guess it's done
what an interesting walk
at one point i thought it was my future, there was nothing else, only that to look forward to. 3 years ago i walked out like an idiot. this time i let it walk out. i amaze myself with my own stupidity, but we all just move on.
guraeso hoeng bok habnida???? no |
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[Sep. 11th, 2005|07:05 pm] |
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respect!?
hah!
dumb fucks |
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| ~Serendipity~ |
[Sep. 10th, 2005|01:46 pm] |
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it's funny how everything moves
it's funny how people are and treat others
i wish people would just try, i wish they would be more open, say what they wanted, what they didn't want. i wish when i give an inch, someone would give just a cenitmeter.
why can't people just stop worrying, stop caring about what others might think or say and care more about the people that really care about them.
i can't wait for fall and winter. everything feels so much better. hopefully things will be better as well
~sunday morning~ |
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| Maybe one day |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|06:26 am] |
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She gave me her presence...
She stayed with me. |
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| what do you enjoy about living? |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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one breath of your hair
one kiss of your mouth
one touch of your hand
i would rather have just one, rather than all of eternity |
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| What kind of love do you believe in? |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|05:58 pm] |
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I didn't care about the world.
Just having you by my side would have made me happy.
~let me serenade your soul~
with these ~moments in the sun~ |
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| another boring school year? |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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meh, well second day of class. we got into our groups. the country my group has to do is mongolia >.> i was wanting to do korea, but i didn't feel like being an ass, and pushing what i wanted. everyone seems nice, BUT, they're all so stand offish. i can handle one or two people being like that, so i can attack them with questions, hi how are you stuff, but everyone is like that >.> this should provide interesting. one girl recognized my chococat paper :D so maybe i'll latch onto her, haha. she reminds me of molly ringwald(breakfast club, sixteen candles) anyone who is an 80's buff or my age will know for sure. hehe. bah. humanities foundations seems like it's going to be a REAL bore! there was this one girl right next to me who kept falling asleep, haha. i think i'm going to bring my camera next time. i love taking pictures of people falling asleep. i have this awesome picture of this guy asleep in the movie theatre, he has popcorn all over him and his mouth is wide open. it was so funny, cause he was snoring hella loud, and everyone was getting pissed. so this black guy finally comes over and pushes the guy like crazy.
speaking of movies, i haven't seen one in sooo long. :( you'd think being in a relationshi[ with someone for 7 months you'd see a lot of movies. nope. me and my ex, maybe less than ten times. i think, give or take. >.< i've missed so many movies. i hate how my scedule conflicts with everyone elses. for instance. i have 4 hours to do nothing, because two buds are at work or school. i hate this. i wish there was just one person i could have to spend time with. but alas, my fate is a cruel one. anyone that i'm close with is either, hella far away, or non existent at the moment, haha. GAH! i need to get out of this town.
it's labor day weekend. what to do. besides having no school on monday, and having so much free time, my roomate is gone for an entire month. someone come!
i guess i'll have a lot more time to exercise, read, listen to this gorgeous music, and poop.
let me serenade your soul |
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| fuck! |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|12:33 pm] |
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ok wow, i just updated this long butt update, and what does this damn school computer decide to do. all of my i.e. windows that were open, shut down >.> screw this, maybe i'll update later |
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| What an Interesting day |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|11:35 pm] |
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First day of school. interesting enough. humanities foundations seems interesting. Humanities of asia, seems a lot more fun. we'll see. hopefully this term turns out fun and meet more people. well, nice good hearted people.
~chocolate ice~ |
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| dedicated to.. |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|03:32 pm] |
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Bring me to the sea of sugar and spice
Reminiscing through some chocolate ice
Tik tok take time to be gentle and kind
You sweat cause you run and run all day in my mind
Fly to the moon and the sun
And let's go have some fun
(Come and take my hand and free our soul again)
Fly to the moon and the sun
And let's go have some fun
It's 123 My love is plain to see
What I do for you baby do for me
Let me serenade your soul
when you're feeling down and low
Let the music come alive
Let tenderness arrive
Let me serenade your soul
when you're feeling down and low boy
You make me feel so high together we can fly |
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| simple and clean |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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i love these rainy days. before it rains, there's that nice greyish color, everything almost looks like fall. when it rains, the sound is so calm, the temperature is nice and cool. it's peaceful. then after the rain, everything smells.....clean. the smell of the grass. like just getting out of the shower.
i can't wait for fall and winter. i miss these seasons. i wish it was just spring, fall, winter, hehe. screw summer. tell me, when it's really hot what do you do, wear less clothing right. but if it's still too hot, if you get naked, then what, you're screwed. BUT. when it's winter, if it's cold, put on more clothes, mmmmm, if it's still to cold, cuddle with someone. if it's STILL too cold, throw that person off of you and wear your super warm banana republic down jacket. hahahaha, jk jk. whoever you're cuddling with, you put the down coat on them and see them happy and warm.
i hope this is a nice winter. |
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